*...Loneliness all around....*

I am Fighting To Get You Out Of My Head But I am Holding Onto Every Word That You Ever Said...<3

People you know what it is like to stay alone in this world...?? If no then that's great...really..:)

it means that u have someone there for you.The one with whom you feel secure,the one always there to listen your words and thoughts,the one you can trust completely,the one with whom you can share anything..

well if you have people like that in your life you are one lucky person...

I don't have anyone of them,staying with my own family makes me feel like i don't belong with them.My friends are no longer the same..it just feels like i am left all alone in this world to survive on my own.It hurts alot,believe me,no one there to listen to you,no one to understand you completely,no one to support you,,,:(

I only have my diaries,some songs and my laptop.Now to avoid this loneliness i keep myself indulge in only these stuff...i mean really i laugh on myself now that how stupid i was to trust these people who just came for a purpose!!i did so much for them and they don't even care!!??

It feels like everyone around you is another unknown face.Being strong is a great thing.I was strong,before i met that one person...=) that one person is the reason due to which my strength broke...

I found everything perfect i was searching in that one person.That person turned my world upside down,taught me many things...that guy is the one i trust the most.In my view that person is more then a BEST FRIEND for me...but you know LIFE IS UNFAIR, we were not able to stick together for long...:)

And now i miss that one person alot,although we talk sometime but it's not like before...Which is one of the major problem of this loneliness all around me......

I have no idea what i am going to do but i am sure about one thing that now i am not the same.Not that much strong like i was once.Not enjoying my life like i used to enjoy.Even i don't like anything around me it feels like the end of my little world...everything makes me think about that guy every single second of my life...i just can't get him out of my mind...

I don't know what that guy thinks about me,probably he must be thinking that i am alot *Senti* :p but it's not like that..=)

i worte this blog because i am missing that person alot at this moment and feeling very alone so i just shared everything that was in my mind at this moment...hope you all don't mind it..=| 

I MISS EVERY MOMENT I HAVE SPENT WITH HIM...EVERY SINGLE THING...<3 <3 <3

(If that person reads this blog i would like him to know that he is still the most important thing in my life...and please note it that i am not senti...:P )